The great journey ahead.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

30 sec to mars......

Finally i realised its the end of july.....yeah i agree time flies and as time goes by day after day...there's where maturity sets in.....the sense of responsibility began to grow as the days goes by.....day after day the same routine of my life happens....i cant let it continue this way as i am gonna be lazy when i enter the real world....the life after NS.....its gonna be a new beginning ahead.......people say dat the real world is where ure gonna set ur ground in life....its how u handle bits and pieces of adult life ahead....

i may not be a really responsible person....but after doing some soul searching.....i tink somehow or rather i gonna improve maself further......got a good advice from someone i was really close.....and come to think about it....i guess he's right in a way....i must be myself.....prove it to myself first before i prove it to others.......sometimes i wonder why must life be like this.....

although i may get wadever i want...but not everything.....GOD is fair......if everyone gets wadever they crave for....then this world will be as peaceful as there is still the existence of nature........and the quote dat this close guy gave me and i wont forget is "never ever go there unless ure confirm its yours....coz by doing dat...ure putting hopes on them....."......hmmm.....figure it out.........

Check it out............

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?

What if i fell to the floor?
Couldn'd take this anymore
What would you do,do,do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do? (do,do)

You say you wanted more

What are you waiting for?

I'm not running from you

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I'm finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you,you, you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break?

PS:Belajar dari yg tahu......mengajar pada yg mahu......:-)

Monday, July 30, 2007

greeeeaatttttt..........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The day started with a grrrrrr.....................rushing here and there.........but the day ended with a really really BIG smile........hmm........reason is simple......her........juz dunno why everyting about her is so sweet and left a mark in me....like i said before....she is addictive.....her smile....her way of talking.....her voice...damn she's sweet......and i cant say more as she's aint mine.....coz there's a limit to friendship.....if she's there for the taking......i wont hesitate no more......hmmmm........u...listen here aitez......so long as ure not officially attached....it means to me dat there is a glimmer of hope for me to have u in ma life.....well...i may sound childish i agree....but....dat childishness who noes will maybe give me a lil space in ur heart............i am sorie if this entry will cause u to hate me or wadsoever.......but wadever i said is sincere and came from the bottom of my heart.........and again i apologise.........:-)

And dats wad i am talking about............

PS:Tanx awak.....:-)

Friday, July 27, 2007

finally.....

F.I.N.A.L.L.Y i went to friday prayer today......heheheh..............malu nye aku.....and the shocking thing is....i nearly forget to 'ambil wudhu'.......kecoh.....!!!!! and this uncle beside me was like staring at me.....damn.....!!!! i remember the last time i went to mosque was during the hari raya haji prayers in dec 06.....hehehe......its not lazy...juz....a lil bit lazy.....haha.....guess its a retribution dat God showed me in making me almost forgetting in berwuduk....and dats the basic where i tink a 5 year old kid shud master......hehehehe........its time i tink to mend my ways and head back to the right path......:-) insyaallah...........

Gonna make this short and swit though....a call from master telling me to send the vehicles in airport for servicing on onday realli annoys me....why must it be monday....why master...!!!! haizzz......ape nye nasib ah...but he told me dat all can be done by 2pm.....and dats a relieve....why.....hmmm......gonna keep it to maself......aniwae.....sat sun keje siol.....!!!!!! ape leh buat.....nasib badan..........!!!!!!!!!

PS: Tumpang lalu.............:-)

Thursday, July 26, 2007

boringggg

its gonna be the last day i'll be werking with firas....haizzz.....wont be doin the same shit with him again....gonna miz him....the dude dat everyday hears my shit all day long.....haha.....damn....why must good things end so fast........hmmm....guess one wont notice dat good time flies and bad time crawls.....aniwae....the bond between me and him hopefully will last long......i hope soo.....juz dun believe it dat i didnt wen out today....hmmm.....magic kan....except for buying the carrot cake at nite....reason is dat i was totally worn out....hmmm...theweather was damn freaking nice to sleep....yeap....last nite juz slept for 3 hrs as me firas and izzad was chatting all the way...to commemarate firas' last day with us....kinda sad though but.......................

a call from her brightened up my gloomy day.....hmm....kinda surprised at first and guess i was dreaming but i wasn't......hmmm...TANX EH AWK....!!!!!!!! ingat tk sudi nak kol kiter....hehe.....oh well......wat a fluke.......:-)

PS: can't wait for monday.......:-)

Monday, July 23, 2007

problem lagi..........

A daily off routine..............:-)

muke stress pasal dah lambat jumpe org....................

kan diorang dah start main pool.......!!!!!!!!!

Problems......this life would be fun without problems...hmmm......thought of having a great day todae...but i was wrong....although the day started fine.....it was in the evening dat my day turned kinda sad cum bad....wadever....met black in the evening with mat to haf a game of pool....then we grab a bite at mac.....before dat i saw black was kinda quiet.....maybe he is tired...but actually he has a prob....his ex of 4 years wanna them to get back together again......but black now has a gal of 7 months......he juz cant dump his gal now juz to get back to his ex....

but he admit dat he still loves his ex....and he still doesnt noe why their relationship broke after 4 years together......maybe ego....hmmm.......he is in 2 minds now.....he doesnt have the heart to dump the current one and doesnt wanna break his ex's heart also.....haizz.......a great love triangle between them.......but he is lucky as 2 gals were after him.....pantat tul.....hehe.....my opinion is to sit with the 2 of them and let out everyting.....although one of them will end up in the losing side.....haiz........kecoh2............

a msg from firas said dat sargent siti of my camp(maju camp) had juz passed away this evening....she was involve in a motorbike accident......so i hope to those muslims readers reaading this article....i would like to haf a minute of ur time in reciting the al-fateha to the late sargent siti....moga Allah cucuri rahmat keatas rohnya.....Amin....

PS:mane awk menghilang...???

Sunday, July 22, 2007

heeeeeeee.....weeeheeeeeeehhheeee.....!!!!!!!!

Its freakin fun for the past 2 days or isit 3.....hehe....at werkk...!!!! its a laughter after another...till now still in the heppie mood...not becoz i was fark my the palat...but its realli fun joking 24-7 wit firas...wan slenger and izzad....the giler coy is back in airport...!!!! HAHAHA.....went bugis AGAIN...!!! dis time wt ma cuzzins and their son.....well...they went for shopping...or a term i would call wardrobe revamp....banyak gilerr seyy diorang beli baju....slua....hahaha.....as for me....hmm....see it for urself below....hehe....there is time when u need to save up for rainy days....

but....there is alweiz a but....hehe....cant resist the temptation of getting a few stuffs here and there....didnt felt so energetic like tis before....guess its the red bull drink dat i had in the day dat triggers my energetic veins flowing in ma body....pheeeww...!!!almost met with an accident today as his freaking taxi suddenly stops infront of me to pick up a passenger.......hmmm........farkkk!!!!! its been a while since i last ride in a cab....hehe....kinda feels awkward coz i usually has the steering wheel infront of me....and now i am the passenger....wakakakaka........realli had a great time man......damn...if only everyday was like this.....hmmmmmm............i wonder.....:-)

Signs of my madness.....!!!!!!!!!

hmmm....betul nye gilerr ah nie dua.....!!!!

ape kabor sedare........

ceh....mcm hang kebun......perut maintain ehkkk.....................

eviroBape.........

damn......a good bargain....finding this pants wit the rite price took me almost 2 hrs......!!!!

shhhh.....MEN AT SLEEP....

in the coldness......didnt notice my ciggie turned black......

dats my collection....

PS: Cam mane nie awk......biler nk klua lagi......:-(

Thursday, July 19, 2007

wad a day.....

Gonna be fast and furious.....i hope...!!!

The Fins.......

Well....now atleast i can distinguish my car from ma neighbours....:-)

Yeah man....!!! the fins had been put up....and the alarm has been change to viper alarm security system....everytime when the alarm is pressed...it will sound...."VIPER ARMED"...meaning car is locked....and "VIPER DISARMED"....meaning the car is unlocked....woohoo....!!! its done at Poh Seng Car Accessories at Selegie....and who does the payment($380)....its ma mum....hehehe....(ketuk ajer aku nie).....wondering why i blog earlier today...its becoz i'm heading to werk tonite....haizz....sianzz......:-) Take care folks....!!!!

PS:Kiter miz awk tau....:-(

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

wadever lah kan....hahahaha.........

hypnotism....guess i've been struck by it....well....realli feel daze todae...maybe due to the weather....realli cozy and nice to sleep....and yeah....i slept the whole day todae....and yesterday too...hehehe....i tink itz better to sleep then do nothing coz time wont pass dat fast...speaking of which its nearing end of july....damn fast rite...getting closer to the civilian life again...miz those days goin to werkin the pak train...watching office ladies goin to werk in their office wear....squeezing thru the people whom some doesnt even bathe in the morning...hearing the cars horning at each other...haizz....loves those times...still havent decide on wad i wanna do after ns...maybe study...maybe werking....but 50 percent of my heart says dat its gonna be werk for 6 months and then goin for a part time degree....sounds interesting...but worried that the workload and studies cant coincide together...but i wanna try to prove myself wrong by doing dat.....

PS: Aliff made it...but the real anugerah winners are the person behind the set...!! CHEERS....!!!!!!

Sunday, July 15, 2007

bugis junction.............

Bugis Junction.............AGAIN.....!!!! went shopping wit ma dearest buddy....azreen....the gal i knew since pri 3...hahaha....but were like sisters though...alweiz bickering non stop....its actually not a planned meeting with her to go bugis...juz beep and she said she's free....so there we went.....got maself some tees and a bag....didnt now why i bought the bag but it looks cool though....bump onto raffri and his gal there...damn...he's clearing his leave to ORD.....nvm...my turn will come soon.....not to worry....:-)

didnt disturb her today as she is having fun....wad i noe is dat she went picnic with her BIG family...hope she's having fun there after having a sort of bz week....damn she's alweiz bz with stuffs....hmmm....when is she free...???!!! i dunnoe.....realli dunnoe.......if ure reading this....plz answer kae....hehehe.....

well.......tink gonna rest ma legs....tmr will be doin the same old shit at changi airport....:-)

muke bonyok gilerr.....!!!!!

dlm bus pun jadi...dah sah giler nye org nie dua........

kratingdaeng and che guevara.....:-)

black puma bag.....good bargain...!!!

nah...i didnt buy this....juz and old sticker i placed on the back of ma PSP....:-)

PS:Asal gi picnic tk ajak eh awk....hehehe....:-)

Saturday, July 14, 2007

ape ke mendak lah......

McDonalds again......well dats life in airport...when the food sux....an instant replacement will be fast food...but i think Popeye is much2 better then mac or kfc....but there's only one i noe which is at airport terminal one....3rd floor...tot of eating popeye yest at werk but come to tink of Firas...tink its better to eat with him coz he used to treat me eating popeye before....the chicken was superb(eh....free advertisement nampak...!!)....ayam besar dokk....!!! price is reasonably good $6.45 for 2 piece of chicken...a drink and fries...add a dollar more and u will get to upsize ur meal plus an additional side dish of wheat potato...or fries...or coleslaw....saying this makes me hungry again....hehehe....

cant complain werkin in airport...the scenery...people and the environment is fantastic....perut boleh buncit ohh....eat sleep is a routine....i admit gaining a few KG there....the down part is the ration(food) we take from bedok camp....if the lunch is superb...then the dinner gonna be sux...dats life....but all in all out of ten i gave life in changi airport a nine.....cheers...:-)

PS:Take care eh awk tmr.....:-)

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

ape dah......

Around 11.30am.........

adee: eh pantat...petang mau lepak kape??

black: pantat kao...aku baru accident sak....!!!

adee: HUH??!!! kecoh...kao amaciam.....??

black: aku OK....ala nanti aku picit kao ah...

adee: kul rape......??

black: kul 3 gitu....

Around 3pm.....

black: kau dtg blk aku ah...aku nk ketuk moto ah...

adee: ketuk ape sak...??!!

black: aku nye footrest bengkok...nanti mat turon skali...dier baru bangun..

adee: k2...jap lagi aku sampai...dah sampai nanti aku picit kao....

haiz...kecoh kecoh.....hmm....luckily black was ok except for some abrasions on his left elbow and his stiff shoulder.....like the saying goes...kalo naik moto selagi tak cium lantai selagi tu takut masih ade....hmmmm......take care to those riding....:-)

PS:Get well soon kae awk.....:-)

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

simple....

THE NOT ENOUGH SLEEP

As izzad came last nite....we talk and talk and talk till 3 am...with Firas too...woke up with my heavy eyes...lotsa things to joke and say about...the mengutuk orang...was fun....hehehe.....alamak....dosa lagi aku nie...takpe...dosa share 3 orang....so ade discount sikit....:-)

THE INCREMENT OF 50 BUCKS IN THE PAY

Believe it or not....an increment in our NS pay seyy....50 buckz....WADEVER...!!! STILL NOT ENOUGH...!!!

THE ESCAPING FROM MASTER CHAY AKA PALAT

Considered like escaping from Al-Catraz....hehe....dah mcm penyangak....reason being i was wearing slippers to KINS....hehe...nasib baik si palat tu lum dtg...kalo tk...mampos aku....kene BANG nyerr....!!!!!!

THE PIZZA FROM WHERE ELSE BUT PIZZA HUT

Tanx to Abg Yus and Kak Normah....i ate pizza for the first time in 6 months...hmm...mengakal kan....NO COMMENTS.....dapat bonus ehkk...????

THE WORN OUT BOY DAT NEEDS A REST AFTER AN EVENTFUL DAY

I tink i haf said enough......the bed is calling...come adee come......!!!!!

PS:Kalo awk free....plz beep kiter kae....kiter tau awk bz...:-) Tanx awk....

Friday, July 6, 2007

oh yeah....Singapore Poly......hmmm....

We went thru a lot in here......

ijal...me...ahmad bonch...arab dugul...kirchart....

Thanx for the memories Singapore Poly.....dat is where i get to learn a lot of stuff....from frendship...to bonding with teammates and the biggest challenge of all....responsibility....its been a great journey for me in the 3 and a half years going to and fro to SP almost every other day...even if its the study break...i'll make sure i'll go back to SP to study wit frens such as Bear...Azreen...Fazreen...Bhai...Ahmad Bonch...Arab Dugul...Ijal Lembut...Ijan Blaine...Kirchart....Man Jepun...Man Melayu..Zul Phantom...Jun Pantat...Mardhiah...Phyr Revenge...and so on ah....the list will go on....and not forgetting Apek the always late guy....always...!!!....hehehe....

Today marks exactly a year after i finally graduated from SP...got my diploma and hopes for the best...tomorrow might not be as bright as today...but still...if one thrives for success...one day one will find a bright future ahead in life....SP bring sweet memories to me coz there is where i found a true frenship till now...we are like brothers together...the bond is still strong among us...although we have our different life to lead...

I know i cant deny this but those times in SP is wad i really miss....how i wish i could turn back time to about 5 years ago in 2002 when i was posted to SP....still remember my admin number though....p0239673....hmm....well....life must go on...wad has passed let it go and wadever coming up ahead must be taken care of...CHEERS to Singapore Polytechnic....:-)

PS:Sorie awk pasal smlm....:-)

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

makes me wonder.....

Yeah....she does make me wonder....and wondering of her makes my day.....!!!!

Makes Me Wonder
Maroon 5

I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry

Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

Got them resting in my head [?]
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid

I want to dive into you
Forget what you’re going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore

Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try

And it’s over, hurt the feeling [?]
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

I’ve been here before
One day a week
And it won’t hurt anymore

You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The word is set on how to mean me
Cause

I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you
And I...and so this is goodbye

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try

And it’s over, hurt the feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

So this is goodbye, yeah (x 3)
(Oh no)

PS:Oh my....why am i like this....u....plz tell me the answer.....:-)

Monday, July 2, 2007

nothiing better.........

Its July......and lots of birthdays are coming up.....hmmm.....if i could choose to skip July...i would....yeah i noe i am bad....hehe...but since GST has gone up...means those tags on stuffs will shoot up by 2 percent to 7 percent in total.....damnn....!!!

Change ma SCV set-top box today to a digital one...(skrg baru nk tuka....!!!)....its reali crowded everywhere coz itz youth day...miz secondary skool time though....hehehe....wad to do....time to move on....currently in a very relaxed mood....no worries at all....whch reminds me of sec skool time....those carefree times i had for four years.....haha....

Something to saviour.......wadever happens....Rajawali will alweiz be in ma heart....

A much improved Rajawalians......Keep it up guys.....(Bintang Seni Dikir 2007 @ Taman Warisan)...!!!..:-)

PS: Tanx eh awk.....:-)

Hits.

adee.

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