Senses. I need to come to my sense. What am I goin to do in life. The career path of my future must be decided. Now i'm like just getting the fun of applying for jobs for the fun of it and when accepted, I decided to work for a day or worst, reject it on the spot. Diethelm willing to pay $1600 from the initially $1400 job, but i rejected it due to the distance (Penjuru Rd) and the time it starts work. I am still in a daze of how i become like this. Maybe am still in a holiday cum playing mood and does not take this seriously.
I have told myself from now on that March will be gone within an hour from the time i end this post and come April, a new self-believe will be rebirth. How it will come by, I am not so sure bout that but i have every confidence to at least settle down for work by April. Its easy for one to say though, as the decision will eventually befall on me to make do or break it. Again.
Relishing dreams doesn't necessarily needs sacrifices. With a lil bit of luck and the dream may turn into reality. Making the right choice is essential to guarantee a lifetime success and happiness. As for me, i'm on the verge of making the right decision. But the calls have yet to come and my handphone have yet to ring (besides call from the usual ones).
But in a relationship, making the right choice is much more difficult. Furthermore when you are managing two hearts at the same time a third one came rolling in. If i were to poll from an audience on which to pick, many would have chose the third choice. Reason being new, fresh and a totally changed one from the previous two. But then again, to break a heart is so heartrenching for the one that's on the receiving end. But what about two hearts broken. It's unfair and cruel as far as i am concerned. Had talked well to the person involved in this scenario yesterday and just a note to him that although i am not a love-doctor, but its really unjustified to let go of the two and get together with a new one. But, I think this new one suits him, well enough though.Hahaha.
PS: To gain a merit, one must go through the burden.
07 june 1984 @ 0200 hrs
1.75m 65kg
Javanese By Nature
Customer Service Executive
(Starhub)
al_biskuti@hotmail.com (msn/friendster/facebook)
ALUMNI
San Shan Primary
Guangyang Secondary
Jamiyah Business Sch
Sports Team Taekwondo
Singapore Polytechnic
Rajawali
Q-Tech Engineering
V-One Multimedia
Ntuc Income Bras Basah
BMTC Sch 1 Jaguar Coy
Maju Camp
2PDF Clementi Camp
Transport Hub West