Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Cap apek.
Wahai kawan dengar lah lagu
lagu ini lagu nasihat
Badanku kurus bukan tak makan
tiap hari ku minum sebotol cap apek
Cewek sialan
kegatalan
Mata duitan
mata keranjang
Gara-gara ku ikut cewek
duit ku habis mana nak korek
Mana ku tahan ku kerja kontrek
tiap hari ku pinjam sepuluh ringgit
Cewek sialan
kegatalan
Mata duitan
mata keranjang
Kalau aku mati nanti
lubang kubur ku siapa yang gali
Tanami aku di pohon ganja
batu nisan ku bertulis dari botol cap apek
PS: First day is like any other day.
Monday, April 28, 2008
music feedbacks.
Was once a hit in the third quarter of 2006, where almost everyone back in camp was using it as a ringtone. An incident that i won't forget regarding this song in particular was when i used it as a ringtone. And it was Hari Raya Aidilfitri that day. All in the house was joking and chatting when someone called me. And there was a pause and everyone was looking at me. Their first impression? Well a buddha chant. Infact till now most of my friends when they first heard, was like WHAT??
Nevertherless, I just enjoy listening to universal music. Music from different genres. I am not those single genre types of person, where sticking to a genre means everything. Infact, good music can be found in every genre. From soul to metal core. To me a good music is where it's addictive and stuck in the head for a long long time to come. Be it rap, jazz, numetal, punk-cover or even the 'jiwangs', it is up to the individual to filter it and judge it based on ones' preferences.
As for me, all good music are music that make the listener engrossed in it. No matter what they do, it just plays on and on and on. Correct me if i'm wrong in my opinions regarding music, and as the saying of Bob Marley goes 'NO MUSIC NO LIFE', guess music do play a significant part in our lives. Groove.
PS: A note to remember.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Self proclaim.
Unfairness in sight, and that's the sole reason of the action. Judging on the outlook, letting it the way it is do bother me a little. It's like dead there and no one except me can change the whole situation. Without wasting more time, finally i decided to give it a clean look today. Yes, it's washed and waxed. Talking bout FIT-ria of course. It has a fresh look and a cleaner not just exterior, interior as well. Really gonna get that KIT (wash and wax) solution off the rack.
Just being honest here.
I wonder why people are sometimes being selfish. In a sense of not thinking of the others. Self proclaim stereotypes do exists and they are the ones who spoils everything. Saying what they feel is right and wrong, and not listening to others are one great example. They want people to do their way and not giving others a chance is the least the society needs. Having a minimal space for others' thoughts or feelings is a great way to start curbing the selfish act. Gradually, after listening to others often, the feelings will fade inch by inch.
Keep staying and living the selfish way and soon the circle of friends and colleagues will shrink. Thus, when one thinks back, it's no use crying over spilled milk. Done deal. It's gone. No matter what, now is not too late to start being less-selfish. A new day awaits as everyday is actually a day to 'repair' the characters within us. No one is perfect including myself and if everyone is perfect, man doesn't needs to practice it. Prior to that, if one can manage the theory of life well, there's bound to be a meaningful journey in life ahead.
Bon Voyage.
PS: View it from a different angle.
Friday, April 25, 2008
decision.
Self explanatory without the aid of affidavits and supporting documents ends up giving the wrong information. Typical mindset of human being is that first gut feeling is the right one. Yes, heart plays a role, however that first debut feeling will never be a hundred percent correct. Fluctuating between a yes or a no, a right or a wrong, human will eventually choose or pick either one without giving more thoughts.
Given more time to think plays an importance in making that thought active. Active in a way that it helps to strengthen the self believe that had just build up prior to the whole process. Organizing everything is next on the menu list as self believe and the thoughts had been spread on the buffet table. Now it is left to just expressing the whole sequence in order to achieve optimum delicacy. One that hopefully they won't regret forever nor blamed it on the menu list of decision making as a whole.
Life has it's own decision making. And the biggest decision making has yet to come.
PS: A split second decision.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
sacrifice.
Generally people will tend to forget about others or shall i say, the other party when it comes to this situation. Oh forget it, what matters most is their ego. Selfishness will overcome the sense of humanity and thus it became an encouragement to take things into their own hands. Each one has its own ways of doing it, directly is one and indirectly is another. Each also has its own main character to play for. The sense of urgency inside is the main reason behind the scene factor.
Holding onto the really 'painful' plus heat process is a bitter pill to swallow. Being freed from and the smell of freshness after it, is the true moment that everyone is looking forward to. Making it that far with those problems can't be as challenging as one thought. It's easier said than done. Any party who disagrees is someone who has a bucket, or shall i say buckets of patience within them.
Try it to believe it and at the end of the day, let's see who's having the last laugh. Or shall i put it, at the end of the experience, who has the last laugh. Having said that, its really a blessing to be given that little bit of more space to breathe because the closer it is, the more tight and 'tangled' someone will feel. The comfort level is there to be hit and hitting that zone of comfortness throughout the whole process is difficult. It won't take one person to achieve it, the other party will have to sacrifice a little more in ensuring comfortness among them.
For those who still didn't get what i'm saying from the first word, well it is the morning-peak-period rush hour in trains. Getting into the train is one thing, and surviving the entire journey is another in the making. There's really many characters one can find onboard but the common one is charging in while going into the train and standing inside it. In short, that's life in Singapore.
PS: A small sacrifice goes a long way.
Monday, April 21, 2008
Sientelo.
Mi cuerpo junto al tuyo, eso sientelo
No me hables, no me digas nada, sientelo
Mi cuerpo junto al tuyo, eso sientelo
No hablo y no digo nada, sientelo
Un beso de boca a boca persive mi aroma
En algo que provoca que te vuelva ya loca
Cuando estamos a solas los dos en la cama
Y me cuentas tu mañana que eres la que me amas
Boy I know that I wanna feel your body tonight
For that ***** that you're talking you know it'd better be right
Boy I know that I wanna feel your body tonight
For that ***** that you're talking you know it'd better be right
Dimelo, dimelo, dimelo, dimeloooo
Dimelo, dimelo, dimelo, dimeloooo
No hablo y no digo nada, sientelo
***** mis manos toco yo tu cuerpo
***** las tuyas sobre el mio
Siente el orgasmo que ya yo he prometido
A tu lado mi luz como la primera vez
Ya vez como es
Aqui me encuentro otra vez
Y no quiero que me mires
Mucho menos respires
Solo yo te pido, sientelo
Mi cuerpo junto al tuyo, eso sientelo
No me hables, no me digas nada, eso sientelo
Rap tune, rap tune, bottom to top
Say what I say but you want me to stop
'Nough with the fronting
I know you want something
Classy but ***** without no tongue ring
Step away from your girl, there you know what's the word
Straight from the gutter but I shine like a pearl
Uttering, stuttering, all through the night
Diggin' out the club 'cause it's so hype
Dimelo, dimelo, dimelo, dimeloooo (Sientelo)
Dimelo, dimelo, dimelo, dimeloooo (Sientelo)
PS: In the mood for oldschool reggaeton.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Established 1963.
Belgian Chocolate LattePS: Simply fresh and mind awakening.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
like the old days.
Then came Jak the giant on his two foot. A good way to exercise for him though. Missing only was black as he's busy with his new love. His new glimmer of life, Dian. And so does acir, appointment with his girl. Then again its still noisy with them around and disturbing people was the usual routine when we met up. Of course it's a little tone down compared to before.
As usual, my cigs was 'taxed' by them. Reason being "alah....kao dah keje per....lain lah kiter masih amik duit mak bapak". I was loss for words. Whatever it is, its a good reunion as its really difficult to go out together like before due to commitments or shall i say personal commitments. Like before, we head to no where and just move around and around to no end. And finally to the street soccer court. I was like WHAT???
Its been 2 years since i last played. And to get back to playing again was more difficult then i think it was. Took time to settle in and fortunately i manage to make it through besides the little blister on my foot. At first i was really panting and panting and find it hard to get into the game, but slowly and finally i was like before. Before meaning like 2 years back when i played every weekend with them. Now seems a little tired though but that's a norm as its really been a while since i last exercise and played.
Basically the right word is for the past two years, i've been really lazy. That's a fact to declare. Guess i've got to be like before. Playing soccer every weekend firstly to gain back my touch and to prepare for reservist and IPPT. As the IPPT windows for me is this june till next june, i have a year to pass it or to go for remedial IPPT session in the camp. I rather pass my IPPT then return back to camp for remedial training conducted after office hours or worst, weekend. I don't want to burn my weekend for this small things. In short, aim for pass and you're safe for a year.
PS: The old days were beautiful.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
transformation of ice.
The content provider above must be someone who has a lot of time to think about ICE and he or she is a really creative person. To whom it may concern, you really have a bright future ahead. Do not waste your talent. If ICE can be 'transform' into something special, then you really have a special talent in you. Seeing is believing, definitely.
PS: It's really catchy.
Monday, April 14, 2008
new chapter.
Kau rinduku jiwaku indah memanggil dirimu
mataku terbangun untuk menanti
menantimu…
Jangan pernah kau ragukan cinta yang sesungguhnya
itu bisa menghancurkan semua
bukan begitu
Aku sungguh masih sayang padamu
jangan sampai kau meninggalkan aku
begitu sangat berharga dirimu bagiku
Dan ku pastikan setia dihatimu
kan ku korbankan semuanya untukmu
sungguh kuberharap begitu
padaku
Coba engkau rasakan cinta yang begitukan mengesankan
yakin pasti dapatkan kemesraan yang penuh bintang
PS: A new chapter arises and it feels exactly like school-time.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
time management.
Memories of secondary school, where those were the carefree days, time management as i admit doesn't flow in my daily life. Morning to school and at the end of school hours, will be draining the sweat at soccer till evening and reached home just when the sun was about to set. From day one had been practicing that and eventually it is a habit that carried on till the last day of my academic life. Still remember the time when i got this little notebook from my discipline master. YES, I was on probation during secondary three for a year. Reason, I prefer to keep it to myself.
A happy go lucky person i was before, as i take things lightly and slowly. Before my thinking was, ' TODAY IS TODAY, TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY '. Sounds true, BUT a lot of time been wasted like hanging in the void deck, roaming the streets, playing soccer etc. I don't give a thought about others opinion before. My prinsip was that I make my own life and how I think or what i do doesn't bother anyone else. Rebellious? Well at times though.
' HIDUP GAMBLE MATI SIMPLE ' was the phrase that i put it into life during poly days. Not scared of trying anything considered stupid during poly. Things like wearing of slippers to campus, outrageous hair colour (red), smoking in school compound and toilet, skipping class, playing cards etc. I will just do what i feel like during that time. My thinking was, ' KENE TANGKAP BARU BEBUAL '. And only the playing cards and wearing slippers was caught. But that still didn't deter me from doing it again. And again. And again.
Now thinking back, if I was to have a proper time management, I won't be doing those stupid unglamorous stuff back then. Too much free time is what had made me do those unnecessary stuff before. I was lucky as not to be influenced by some people that i mix with. Typically lucky that what i feared on that eventful day doesn't happened. It was during secondary school time. An incident that i will always remember till now. An incident that will change my life now IF at that point of time we were ambushed. Really thank GOD for not making it happen. That incident will always be a 'black day' in my life.
Truthfully now, I am beginning to have a proper time management. Furthermore, as I am approaching the working world, as responsibilities pilled up to the stressed level, only good time management will ease the burden of it all. Although it's not perfect now, but i'll practice to perfect my time management cause there's a phrase once said by a fren of mine, ' PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT, IF A MAN IS PERFECT, WHY PRACTICE '. I had some time figuring this out though.
PS: Re-enacting the memories.
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
elevator.
Hey girl you're comin' with me, your comin' with me
Hey girl you're comin' with me, your comin' with me
Hey girl you're comin' with me, your comin' with me
Hey girl you're comin, ' come on...
Talk to me girl, Let me tell you girl
Got you stuck on my elevator
Get it up
On my ehh o ehh oh
Hey My first flo stopped a gold diggin' woman
Money cash flow all big faced hundreds
Stuntin' on the pole got them d-boys running
Shorty got both broke can't see what's comin'
Wear them apple bottoms, wear them apple bottoms honey
Dolce and Gabbana and she get it from her mommy
Louis bags, rich, Gucci, Fendi and Armani
See the carrots on her wrist now she pimps
Bugs Bunny Used to date Kanye now she want me
While I got my juice wanna take my OJ
It ain't her birthday but her name on the cake
If I ever play for booty grade A
Got you stuck on my
On my elevator
Get it up, on my elevator
Check it out!
My First floor, stuck on the gold digger
Second floor, stuck on the dime piece
Third floor, stuck on the hood rat
Fourth floor, freak it I don't know cuz.
(This girl is)She's stuck on my ella, e-ella-vator
(This girl is)She's stuck on my ella, e-ella-vator
(This girl is)She's stuck on my ella, e-ella-vator
(This girl is)She's stuck on my ehh o ehh oh
She got her nails did, she got her hair did
She got her Gucci bag, her brand new outfit
Stuck on my elevator, she on the second floor
Now I want you to break it down, DJ turn it up some more
Hey, dime piece girl turned to Internet hottie
Little mama werk that top model body
South Beach piece on the back of that Ducati
I'll bet you that brand new Ferrari
My third floor stuck on the hood rat charm
Cut, take boy Hollyhood action
Short tennis skirt, now she got me in the zone
Tattoo type, bump the low ring tone
Bending Ghetto booty, playing the ghetto booty on her
Roll up machilles don't smoke arizona
One night stand one night with the clan
One night, one time broke her off 10 grand
Project all the way gutta all day
Shorty don't fake she'll put it in your face
Three stories while them hood rats beg
PS: Hoping for a life of an ascending elevator.
Monday, April 7, 2008
Gainfully Employed.
Thinking back, the time and effort i had gave seems worthwhile. Before, the usual routine after waking up and washing up is to open the papers to classifieds. Unsatisfied with the job listings posted, next up is the PC and into Jobstreet, Jobslite etc. Upteen times done till it is becoming a cycle and will have to stop it at once. The feeling of being unemployed really irrates me. Sometimes i think that it is a big great burden to be sitting at home and awaiting a kind soul asking me out. As most of them are working or studying, therefore can't hope for much.
First impression while looking for a job and as i read more jobposts, is that they need EXPERIENCE. As the phrase " salary will commensurate with experience " suggest. What am i goin to do with this? During the army, i was a driver back then and although it is for two years, my only experience is driving. But then again, i don't wanna be a driver for the rest of my life (not looking down on drivers). What i want is a stable job for now and forever and a stable income to take home with.
I told myself that whatever happens, how long it takes i will get a stable income job. Days gone, time flies, and eventually a ring from the Human Resource officer from Starhub yesterday made the difference i've been waiting for all this while. It came at 2.09pm on a Sunday afternoon right infront of ITE Bishan (as i was driving but eventually stopped to answer the call).
I just wanna share an experience or shall i say my experience of getting a job. What i've gone through is like a mini hell to me. And for those readers who had been planning for employment, although i am not a great adviser, but my advice is, keep trying and trying. Because if the job is meant to be yours, no matter how long or how many times you apply, it will sure be yours one day. Remember, patience is a virtue. And no happiness is achieved without hardship been suffered first.
25th March 08
02 April 08
The decider of the lot.PS: Reckoning the oppurtunities ahead.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
done deal.
PS: That call made a big difference.
Friday, April 4, 2008
roman picisan.
Tatap Matamu Bagai Busur Panah
Yang Kau Lepaskan Kejantung Hatiku
Meski Kau Simpan Cintamu Masih
Tetap Nafasmu Wangi Hiasi Suasana
Saat Kukecup Manis Bibirmu
Cintaku Tak Harus Miliki Dirimu
Meski Perih Mengiris-iris Segala Janji
Aku Berdansa Diujung Gelisah
Diiringi Syahdu Lembut Lakumu
Kau Sebar Benih Anggun Jiwamu
Meski Kau Tiada Menuai Buah Cintaku
Yang Ada Hanya Sekuntum Rindu
Cintaku Tak Harus Miliki Dirimu
Meski Perih Mengiris-iris Segala Janji
Malam-malamku Bagai Malam Seribu Bintang
Yang Terbentang Diangkasa Bila Kau Disisi
Tuk Sekedar Menemani
Tuk Menghiasi Wangi
Yang Slalu Tersaji Disatu Sisi Hati
Cintaku Tak Harus Miliki Dirimu
Meski Perih Mengiris-iris Segala Janji
PS: What's next on the list?
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Past, present and future.
No matter how low or high ones' well being is in society, it is important to mingle around with people from all walks of life. From doctors and lawyers, to hawkers and the much-famous rag and bone man, all have the same goal in life and that is to keep up with the pace and demands of the modern world. In short, we can't and shall not look down on society that is having a 'small' way of life as whatever they do, they do it in an honest way.
I'm kind of feeling the pressure to get on with my life as the feeling of boredom tends to cover me as i speaks. People criticises me for turning down a few job offers but i have every reason to do it. Yes, it its true that little money is still money, but i just don't want this habit of changing jobs every time a good offer comes in. I'd rather take my time and choose a more stable, financially and economically job.
Reason is that if i've found a stable job, i can see myself and my future in it and saves the trouble to keep e-mailing out resumes day in day out and coming down for interviews. Changing jobs will soon becomes a habit and it is addictive. I'm not being choosy although income plays an important role but in life sometimes, this little trivial matters can be a headache that just won't disappear.
I still have till this Friday awaiting the last and final call from Starhub. Really hope that i can get the job as so far in the interview today, I think I manage to strike it with the Human Resource Department representative. That is if all goes well but if it kind of doesn't, then maybe the interview with CPF Board as an investigation officer this coming Friday too will do the trick.
The 25th March interview.
Today's interview.PS: Reminiscing the past, planning the future.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
palsu.
Tukang Kata (Ahli Fiqir) :
Kenangilah satu pertemuan itu
kerana disitulah terciptanya satu keindahan
dan renungilah satu perpisahan itu
kerana disitulah terbitnya satu kerinduan
sayang, antara engkau dan aku tiada lagi ungkapan satu
tiada lagi engkau dalam diriku dan tiada lagi aku dalam dirimu
Mawar Berduri :
Tanpa disedari hadirmu selama ini
penuh membawa erti sedikit pun ku tak hargai
setelah hilangnya kau dari pandangan mata
seolah-olah diriku hilang segala arah
kembalilah, kembalilah kepadaku dengan pujuk rayuku
whoahhh..uh oh
ku harap engkau mendengar ku harap kau menerima diriku
maafkan lah aku ingin ku kembali kepadamu
Daly (Ahli Fiqir) :
Yo..
Sesaat dan sedetik seminit bersamamu
tak pernah kurasakan getaran dijiwaku
terasa indah suasana seakan merestu
dua jiwa jadi satu janji sudah dipadu
senyuman dibibirmu dan jelingan manjamu
menyentuh perasaan ku menusuk dalam kalbuku
membuatku terlupa seketika ku terlena
indah hanya sementara bencana datang melanda
jangan kau cuba lagi merayu untuk kembali disisi
setelah habisnya manis kau rasa
sepah engkau buang ketepi
sudah kau mendapat gading bertuah
sayang tanduk tidak berguna lagi
mulutmu lidahmu senjatamu katamu
akulah milikmu yang satu palsu
kini kau ingin meminta belas luka didalam hati boleh disembuh
namun parutnya terus membekas
Mawar Berduri :
Whoahhh whoahhh whoahh
jgn kau pergi, pergi.. dari sisiku lagi
whoooaaahhhhhooo
berilahku peluang kali ini
berilahku peluang
tanpa mu disisi ku
terasa dunia ini sepi
Daly (Ahli Fiqir) :
Kau yang mengkhianati kau yang memungkiri
kau yang tiada pasti kau berubah hati
usah kau tangisi tak berguna lagi
takkan ku sesali biar ku sendiri
kau datang kau pergi dengan sesuka hati
takkan ku biarkan luka dihati berdarah lagi
cukup lah sudah lupakan saja jadi sejarah
selamatlah tinggal kenangan indah
kau yang mengkhianati kau yang memungkiri
kau yang tiada pasti kau berubah hati
usah kau tangisi tak berguna lagi
takkan ku sesali biar ku sendiri
Mawar Berduri:
Berilah ku peluang kali ini
berilah ku peluang
tanpa mu disisi ku
terasa dunia ini sepi
Bon Appétit @ Delifrance
Potato Gratin Set.
Potato Gratin.
Chicken Mushroom Soup.
Hot coffee with chocolate chip cookies to round it off.PS: Hope to close the deal tomorrow.
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Hits.
adee.
07 june 1984 @ 0200 hrs
1.75m 65kg
Javanese By Nature
Customer Service Executive
(Starhub)
al_biskuti@hotmail.com (msn/friendster/facebook)
ALUMNI
San Shan Primary
Guangyang Secondary
Jamiyah Business Sch
Sports Team Taekwondo
Singapore Polytechnic
Rajawali
Q-Tech Engineering
V-One Multimedia
Ntuc Income Bras Basah
BMTC Sch 1 Jaguar Coy
Maju Camp
2PDF Clementi Camp
Transport Hub West
07 june 1984 @ 0200 hrs
1.75m 65kg
Javanese By Nature
Customer Service Executive
(Starhub)
al_biskuti@hotmail.com (msn/friendster/facebook)
ALUMNI
San Shan Primary
Guangyang Secondary
Jamiyah Business Sch
Sports Team Taekwondo
Singapore Polytechnic
Rajawali
Q-Tech Engineering
V-One Multimedia
Ntuc Income Bras Basah
BMTC Sch 1 Jaguar Coy
Maju Camp
2PDF Clementi Camp
Transport Hub West
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