Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars beneath my feet Remember rights that I did wrong, so here I go Hello, hello
There is no place I cannot go My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy Does it show? I lose the track that loses me, so here I go
And so I sent some men to fight, and one came back at dead of night Said he'd seen my enemy Said he looked just like me So I set out to cut myself and here I go
I'm not calling for a second chance I'm screaming at the top of my voice Give me reason but don't give me choice 'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again
And maybe someday we will meet and maybe talk and not just speak Don't buy the promises 'cause, there are no promises I keep And my reflection troubles me, so here I go
I'm not calling for a second chance I'm screaming at the top of my voice Give me reason but don't give me choice 'Cause I'll just make the same mistake
I'm not calling for a second chance I'm screaming at the top of my voice Give me reason but don't give me choice 'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again
Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars Look at the stars fall down And wonder where did I go wrong
PS: The same mistake again.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
looking forward.
Moving on from the past makes life more interesting and beautiful. Didn't expect to get the unpredictable outcome as by the looks of things, it isn't likely to be like this. But, that's the nature of of results. Be it good or bad, the clock ticks away as the day changes to night. Bottom line is, life has to go on. Self explanatory in a way, where reasons are just backup personnel awaiting those disputes to grow even bigger. When disputes becomes uncontrollable, reasons barge in without us noticing. That moment of madness is the one that will shape the future.
Talking about future, a great friend of mine, Muhd Hardi Bin Ghazali aka Bear will be getting married this weekend. Those fond memories while we were rivals during sepaktakraw tournaments in primary school still lingers within me. His school was my school's rival and although there's bad blood during the tournament, we're still the best of friends after all.
He was the one who introduce me to dikir barat. There's where i learn one of malay's traditional form of art. We went through competitions after competitions together till he call it quit. And soon, me too followed in his footsteps. The times in SP was the best i think when we chill together till late evening with the rest of the guys chatting on absolutely nothing. Our usual haunt during poly times was the one and only, Cuppage Plaza. There, the pool and food is considerably cheap for town areas as such.
Glad that he finally settle down with his gal, Nur Wahida. Both of them were like matchmake in heaven i shall say. Can see the closeness and the rapport between them. The laughters that was created by them was natural. It is down to one thing though, as i end this post, Bear is left with a solid 48 hours to enjoy life to the fullest before being declared a husband or officially married. When i contacted him today, the mood was normal and was kinda surprised when he say he's gonna work till friday. Well, that's Bear, out of ten that he says, maybe only two can be taken into consideration.
And to Bear and Ida, wish u all the best for this weekend and hope both of u will have a blissful and blessed marriage. To Bear, hope u will still be as selamba as before. Looking forward to the dishes on sunday. Had been awaiting for it for a long long time i shall say. Its time to rock and roll and churn out the bills this sunday at Hougang Ave 8. Cheers.
PS: Sunday kita rempuh geng.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
gasolina.
Daddy Yankee ---- Gasolina
Unito mambapa' que mis gatas prendan los motores... Zumbale mambo pa' que mis gatas prendan los motores... Zumbale mambo pa' que mis gatas prendan los motores... Que se preparen que lo que viene es pa' que le den... (Duro!) Mami, ya yo se que tu no te me vas a quitar... (Duro!) Lo que me gusta es que tu te dejas llevar... (Duro!) Todos los weekend'es ella sale a vacilar.. (Duro!) Mi gata no para de janguear, porque...
A ella le gusta la gasolina (Da me mas gasolina!) Como le encanta la gasolina (Da me mas gasolina!) A ella le gusta la gasolina (Da me mas gasolina!) Como le encanta la gasolina (Da me mas gasolina!)
Ella prende las turbinas No discrimina No se pierde ni un party de marquesina Se asicala hasta pa' la esquina Luce tan bien que hasta la sombra le combina Asesina, me domina Janguea en carros, motoras y limosinas Llena su tanque de adrenalina Cuando escucha reggaeton en las bocinas
Aqui nosotros somos los mejores, no te me ajores En la pista nos llaman "Los Matadores" Tu haces que cualquiera se enamore Cuando bailas al ritmo de los tambores Esto va pa' las gatas de to's colores Pa' las mayores, pa' las menores Pa' las que son mas zorras que los cazadores Pa' las mujeres que no apagan sus motores Tenemos tu y yo algo pendiente Tu me debes algo y lo sabes Conmigo ella se pierde No le rinde cuentas a nadie Tenemos tu y yo algo pendiente Tu me debes algo y lo sabes Conmigo ella se pierde No le rinde cuentas a nadie
Zumbale mambo pa' que mis gatas prendan los motores... Zumbale mambo pa' que mis gatas prendan los motores... Zumbale mambo pa' que mis gatas prendan los motores... Que se preparen que lo que viene es pa' que le den... (Duro!) Mami, ya yo se que tu no te me vas a quitar... (Duro!) Lo que me gusta es que tu te dejas llevar... (Duro!) Todos los weekend'es ella sale a vacilar.. (Duro!) Mi gata no para de janguear, porque...
PS: For those who wonder, i didn't understand either.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Process.
Saying is easy but going through it all is a totally different thing. Making sure everyone has its own share of happiness makes life diificult for some. Draining those authentic sacrifices and not to have it remembered at the end of the day, will be a major upset. While one party is fine tuning to the pace, the other whose well ahead, knows that if all fails there's a potential back-up. Potential back-up is the last resort in ensuring things goes to plan.
Soon, it's time to realise that not all mission can be accomplished. As it is getting further and further, drifted by the current and out to the wide sea, not much can be done to amend it. Relying on what is left in hands, and picking up the left-over pieces, it's a long way back home. In life, it's divided into chapters and that's the end of a chapter. No one knows what the next chapter is or will be like. Only the author of the book knows the answer.
Trying to search in vain and one will end up disappointed. As a matter of fact, things doesn't come easy. Be it day or night, rain or shine the whole process might takes months or even years. Therefore, it is advisable to let it come naturally. No point searching when one doesn't know what he or she wants. There's more things to be done than sitting down and thinking hard. Eventually, it will be a burden or worst, obsession and will become hazardous if it is not dealt with properly. To sum up, miracles do happen.
PS: A note to remember.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
nature of job.
Been on closing shift for the past few days. Routine upon reaching home has been shower, have a cup of warm milo, and had a puff before checking emails and back to bed. Nothing much to do when u reach home at midnight and the roads were like heaven. As peaceful as one can be. The serenity is what makes it so sleepy throughout the whole journey. And yes, missed those times of taking the public. Can't yet get the season parking for this month at Tampines neighbourhood surrounding Tampines Mall. Guess have to enjoy as much as i can taking train and bus.
Ample sleep is essential in my line as it's a turn off to see someone serve u yawning. And those action will hinder the progress as well as the performance of the individual in the company. Furthermore, as a new staff, much of the performance is graded through punctuality, taking queue numbers and appearances. Need to be more discipline in those areas especially if one is to achieve success in the line.
Met a lot of people with different characters as well as personalities. Those local and foreign ones of course. Language barrier is another hurdle to overcome as everyday we'll meet people of different races and backgrounds. Those nasty ones especially is hard to pleased. Those who like to argue a lot, and come to the last resort, managers will be called upon to settle those major problems. Eventually, it all comes down to a point where mind over matter is crucial.
The most beautiful part of my line is when customers walk away with their problems solved. Seeing the smile on their faces really makes my day. After a hard and long day at work, a smile from a customer is what matters most. Making their day left me with great satisfaction although there's a lot of paperwork that needs to be done, especially on closing shifts. Nevertherless, customers' satisfaction is the main priority and number one on the list of the nature of the job. Having said that, a note to remember, customers' used to be right always before, but not anymore now.
PS: Satisfaction guaranteed.
Monday, May 12, 2008
bila nak saksi
Spider ---- Bila Nak Saksi
Wajah mu kerap ku mimpi Wajah mu sering ku puja Buatku terasa sepi Kala ku bukakan mata
Kau masih belum pun ku punya Rinduku masih kau tak peka
Cintamu kerap ku mimpi Cintamu sering ku damba Buatku terasa sedih Kala ku bukakan mata
Kau masih belum pun ku dakap Rinduku masih kau tak singkap
Bila nak saksi Kau datang terkulai Bila nak saksi Kau datang membelai Bila nak saksi Cintaku sampai
Dirimu kerap ku mimpi Dirimu sering ku khayal Aku angan-angankan Kau dapat bersama
Nyatakan cinta yang terpendam Membina istana tersergam
Bila nak saksi Kau datang terkulai Bila nak saksi Kau datang membelai Bila nak saksi Cintaku sampai
Kau masih belum pun ku punya Rinduku masih kau tak peka
Bila nak saksi Kau datang terkulai Bila nak saksi Kau datang membelai Bila nak saksi Cintaku sampai
Bila nak saksi Cintamu kugapai Dirimu kerap ku mimpi Dirimu sering ku khayal Aku angan-angankan
PS: Seeing is believing.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Celebration.
Annual Celebration
The 'BIGGEST' Fan
PS: Wishing all mothers, "Happy Mothers Day".
Saturday, May 10, 2008
transformation.
Transformation of White Maria
Nash's Ride and mine
While waiting for him to go to Zero Gravity together, took a pic of his ride.
Before
Process @ Zero Gravity
After Transformation
PS: Next up, full exhaust system $850.
Friday, May 9, 2008
Memorable journey.
A Memorable Experience
A smile is a curve that sets everything staright --- Phyllis Diller
Well, here it is. The end of our learning journey at Starhub. Although it is just for a month, but we have bonded like years. A month ago, we were just noboby to one another and strangers to the telco world. But with the great help rendered by our trainers, we have reach what we are today. Well equipt to meet the real world. There's no more roleplays, jokes, laughters or even re-doing our mistakes as and when we did one. There's no more spoon feeding and chances given anymore. We are on our own now. To swim in the open sea although without lifejackets but with a lifeguard (our managers in the respective outlet) looking upon us. It's really been a great journey with group H35 and I wanna thank each and everyone of them for making my learning experience a memorable yet innovative one. And the biggest thanks goes to all the trainers that had managed our group. Even though at times we ask irrelevant questions, but all of the trainers answered it with a smile and managed to tolerate with our nonsense. Well, all the best to all and have a wonderful career with Starhub. Thanks guys for everything. Cheers.
H35
Aaron Fylvia Jossie Vanessa Azlinda (Linda) Steven Charles (Prince) Jose M Diaz Jr (Ice) Zuzette R Vida (Happy) Fatimah Rajendran (Raj) Zheng Tao (Ah Tao) Sulianah (Nana) Amparito Rosario (Ampy) Benjamin (Ben) Edmund
Trainers
Goldie Heng Cynthia Alex Tan Harprit Singh (Harp) Corinna
PS: Great people makes great friends.
Thursday, May 8, 2008
cheeky.
Something catchy that makes me think after a long day,
" We swim because there is no other sport in the world that doesn't require clothes" -- epicted from a swimmer (guy) shirt in the bus.
PS: Sounds sensible enough.
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
incubus.
INCUBUS ---- LOVE HURTS
Tonight we drink to youth And holding fast the truth Don't want to lose what I had as a boy My heart still has a beat But love is now a feat As common as a cold day in L.A.
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder Is there a spell that I am under Keeping me from seeing the real thing
Love hurts But sometimes it's a good hurt And it feels like I'm alive Love sings When it transcends the bad things Have a heart and try me 'cause without love I won't survive
I'm fettered and abused Stand naked and accused Should I surface, this one-man submarine? I only want the truth! So tonight we drink to youth! I'll never lose what I had as a boy
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder Is there a spell that I am under Keeping me from seeing the real thing?
Love hurts But sometimes it's a good hurt And it feels like I'm alive Love sings When it transcends the bad things Have a heart and try me 'cause without love I won't survive Without love I won't survive
Love hurts But sometimes it's a good hurt And it feels like I'm alive Love sings When it transcends the bad things Have a heart and try me 'cause without love I won't survive
Love hurts, ohhh-oh ohh Love hurts Without love I won't survive Love hurts la-la-la-la-la-la oh Love hurts Without love I won't survive
PS: Another great song in particular (acoustic version).
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Cards out.
Bear's big day coming up.
To all Rajawalians, your cards are with me.
PS: Congrats to Nora for the birth of her baby boy.
Monday, May 5, 2008
Concentration.
Proof of my unconcentrated classwork
Reason for not concentrating
Getting this bodykit plus spoiler on Saturday for $400.
PS: Hope to fast forward to Saturday.
Sunday, May 4, 2008
local music scene.
HAFIZ CIPLAK ----CINTAKU DIPERMAINKAN
Tidakkah engkau tahu sayang Betapa ku sayang padamu Engkaulah insan yang ku cinta Untuk selama-lamanya
Tapi disebaliknya apa Yang engkau berikan padaku Kasih dan sayang kini tiada Pilunya di hatiku
Kini kau berubah Kau tak seperti dulu Mengapa sayang mengapa Engkau jadi begini
Kini aku menyesal mencintaimu Kerna cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya Hampalah hatiku dalam percintaan Engkau membuatku tidak mahu cinta lagi sayang
Mengapa engkau permainkan Cinta yang sudah kita bina Kini kalau taksayang lagi Berterus terang padaku
Janganlah engkau menyiksa ku Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung Dugaan cinta yang kau beri Terhadap diriku
Sakitnya hatiku Sampainya hatimu Kau tidak melayan diriku Seperti dahulu
Cuba kau rasakan apa yang telah ku rasa Kini pasti kau juga akan menyesali cintaku Kini airmata pun mula mengalir Engkau masih belum berubah engkau tetap sama
Kini aku meminta maaf Kerna hatiku dah tertutup Untuk dirimu oh sayang Lepaskan aku, bebaskan aku Pergilah sayang, jangan kembali lagi
07 june 1984 @ 0200 hrs
1.75m 65kg
Javanese By Nature
Customer Service Executive
(Starhub)
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San Shan Primary
Guangyang Secondary
Jamiyah Business Sch
Sports Team Taekwondo
Singapore Polytechnic
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BMTC Sch 1 Jaguar Coy
Maju Camp
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